Friday, March 13, 2009

im posting a lot today.... not sure why... just feel very downcast and gloomy... i think this blog would be the best place for me to drown my sorrows :D the last chicky on the pic is the most encouraging :D "at least he must be happy somewhere" It's courageous and admiring to see that after the sad thing happened, Jim gave a sunny-side up to push the others on... it's nice to talk about random stuff that brings your mind away from worldly issues...

i think if i were really to continue this blog for many days, it will be the only one that is ever successful... but this would also mean i'm seriously becoming an introvert... it's such a controversy... i wanted a successful blog but yet i'm afraid of its circumstances... is this the feeling i should feel for SMP??? social media in the form of blogging is for introverts whereas Facebook is for extroverts??? just where do i stand??? i really can't stand typing my feelings out for others to see... maybe im the real introvert who behaves extrovertly but then keep all my feelings bottled inside me...

i dont know why i am typing this in, but i think this is a really cool place :D i didn't link anyone and no one linked me, it's like a dead end here... hahaha... dont really have to consider anyone else's point of view... but yet as a history student, i feel compelled to keep this blog, a source, to be as free of prejudice and biasness as possible :D so the really, really sensitive will always be stored in a sensitive place --- my heart.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

doing physics journal now and im learning on black holes! i wanted to concentrate on inertia only but how could i ever forget my FAVOURITE topic??? hahaha! black holes and antimatter is the best!!! CERN at Switzerland is very cool too...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

i know this is very lag... i know this is extremely lag....... im only starting to post about COJ 4 days after COJ, whereas people like yiting already posted how many days before that..... after reading everyone else's blog, i dont know whether i should feel
a) happy that i didn't spend so much time reading first aid cos they didn't came up
b) feel sad that i didn't get any leadership roles which i am very used to now
c) feel bad for studying for my tests when others are worrying for COJ

if i were to feel like a), i know i wouldn't be happy cos i love first aid a lot!!!
if i were to feel like b), i probably will cos it feels like i've been forgotten... T.T
if i were to feel like c), i would feel only sorry for what i have done but i will still do it again (sorry if i offend anyone... but its the most politically and economically correct one though not so sure about socially , but its still 2 is to 1 :D)

seems to me that during last week i was playing a game of checkers.... you have to sacrifice one of your checks in order to win :D i made a no lose bet sacrificing one check, and i believe i made the right choice since people are regretting their choices now. CHECKMATE (lol. though it's a different game)

Hello! This is once again my first post in my latest blog... :D I doubt anyone believes me if i say that I am not a newbie in this area. After having so many dead blogs, the only reason I can give is that I am an extrovert who wouldn't resort to pen down my thoughts. However, it is to my great disadvantage that I am starting this blog so late... My main regret is that I am not able to pen down everything that happened to me during my Guiding days so that I would not have to count on my already too pressurized brain to remember what happened... The other reason why I have to start this blog only now is due to my SMP project which I am concentrating on the Social media sector...